You

It's interesting the things we find when we're not trying to see.

How in letting go of all of you, I've lost parts of me.

I'm figuring the pain will ease the sadness drift away,

But who knows how long that will take? What will I do today?

Long nights have passed and days gone by

Thought I was finally through,

But when I woke up from my dream last night

I realized, I'm still not over you.

As I drove to work this morning, I let the radio play

Tried to erase all of last nights dreams...

Heard many songs along the way.

And as I reached the interstate this morning

I realized I had lost my way

I felt the tears rush down my cheeks

as our old song began to play

Lost in the words I heard, I cried for what was lost

As my emotions overtook me, I turned the radio off.

I shook my head in shame, too many years have passed

By now I should be over you. How much longer will this last?

And to disregard my feelings, I probably shouldn't do

But I hate the hold you have on me.. How much I still love you.

I drove from work this evening and still you crossed my mind

Stopped at the red light on the way and suddenly started crying

I felt resurface, all those emotions, I thought I'd left behind

It seems I can not break this hold you have, despite all of my trying

It's interesting the things we find when we're not trying to see

I haven't begun to let you go, yet still I'm losing me

The pain still has not eased, no sadness gone away

You hold as much of my heart now as you did yesterday

Long nights have passed and days gone by

Thought I was finally through

Forget the dreams, this is my reality

I'm still in love with you!!"